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Oct. 18th, 2006 @ 09:35 pm (no subject)
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mood: restless
I can't imagine all the people that you know
And the places that you go
When the lights are turned down low
And I don't understand
All the things you've seen
But I'm slipping in between
You and your big... dreams
it's always you and my big dreams

And you tell me
That it's over
But i can't stand here in a patch of four leaf clover
And your restless
And I'm naked
You've got to get out
You can't stand to see me shaking
no, áould you let me go

and you don't want to be here in the future
So you say
the present's just a pleasant
Interruption to the past
And you don't want to look much closer
'Cause you're afraid to find out all the hope
That you had sent into the sky by now had... crashed
and it did because of me

And then you bring me home
Afraid to find out that you're alone, no
And I'm sleeping in your living room
But we don't have much room
To live

And I had dreams that i would learn to play guitar
Maybe cross the country
Become a rockstar
And there was hope in me
That I could take you there
But dammit you're so young
But I don't think I care
and if I hurt you then i'm sorry
It's just this guilt has got the best of me

And then you bring me home
'Cause we both know what its like to be alone, no
And I'm dreaming in your living room
But we don't have much room
To live

Konstantine came walking down the stairs
Doesn't she look good
Standing in her underwear?
And i've been thinking, and i've thinking, no
But she's been drinking
And it doesn't get me anywhere

My Konstantine came walking down the stairs
And all that I could do
Was touch her long blond hair
And i was thinking, what i was thining ya know
we've been drinking and it doesn't get me anywhere

This is because I can spell konfusion with a K
It's hard to like it
It's to dying in anothers arms
and why i had to try it
It's to jimmy eat world
and those nights in my car
But this time i'm alone, and i don't see those stars
I'm not your star?
Isn't that what you said
what you thought this song meant
you thought this song meant

And if this is what it takes
just to lie in my mistakes
and live with what I did to you
And all the things i put you through
I always catch the clock it's 11:11
And now you want to talk
it's not hard to dream
You'll always be my Konstantine

They'll never hurt you like I do
No, They'll never hurt you like I do
No, No, No, No, No, No, No, No, No

This is to a girl who got into my head
with all these pretty things she did
Hey Baby, You know that you keep me up in bed
It's to a girl who got into my head
with all the fucked up things I did
Hey Maybe Baby, You could keep me up in bed
My Konstantine

Spin Around me like a Dream
We played out on this movie screen
And i said, did you know I missed you
Did you know I missed you
Did you know I missed you
Did you know I missed you
Did You know i miss you
Did you know i miss you
Did you know i miss you

God, I miss you

And then you bring me home
And we'll go to sleep but this time not alone, no no,
And you'll kiss me in your living room, oh
And you see, no, that i've been missing in my Living room
Cause this is what i miss, what i miss
We don't have much room
I said, does anyboy need that room?
Because we all need a little more room
To live

My Konstantine
Apr. 15th, 2006 @ 02:22 am Bianca is so hott!
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i just got home from the strip club and Bianca is so hot. wow!
Apr. 14th, 2006 @ 03:53 am (no subject)
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HE IS SO HOTT!
Apr. 2nd, 2006 @ 09:45 pm (no subject)
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i just got a toyota celica and damn is it hot, but not as hot as the guy i got it from.
Nov. 18th, 2005 @ 09:17 pm SO HOT!!!
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mood: giddy
SHE IS HOT!!! i want to go out with her, but i'm not sure that this is going to go there. which sucks but i guess there is always hope. See, i've liked her since maybe the middle of september, but i unfortunately i had a boyfriend at the time. I really like this girl. she is tons of fun and she is beautiful. i want to tell her that. omg i hope she goes out with me.
Feb. 7th, 2005 @ 10:10 am (no subject)
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yo she is hott!!!!!!!!!
Feb. 4th, 2005 @ 02:54 pm (no subject)
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there is gonna be some akward silence on monday fo-sure dude
Jan. 31st, 2005 @ 10:17 am (no subject)
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nothing to say but....


wow that girl is pretty... but fuck it it will never happen.... not my luck
Jan. 7th, 2005 @ 07:26 pm (no subject)
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WRATH

Who did you last get angry with? my mom
What is your weapon of choice? gun
Would you hit a member of the opposite sex? yes
How about of the same sex? depends
Who was the last person that got really angry at you? my mom
What is your pet peeve? my boss

SLOTH

What is one thing you're supposed to do daily that you haven't done in a long time? taken my meds
What is the latest you've ever woken up? idk
Name a person you've been meaning to contact, but haven't. your mom
What is the last lame excuse you've made?cuddles did it
Have you ever watched an infomercial all the way through? yeah
When was the last time you got a good workout in? this morning
How many times did you hit the snooze button on your alarm clock today?once

GLUTTONY

What is your overpriced yuppie beverage of choice? pepsi twist
White meat or dark meat? no meat
What is the greatest amount of alcohol you've had in one sitting/outing/event? idk... i dont drink homie
Have you ever used a professional diet company? nope
Do you have an issue with your weight? no.
Do you prefer sweets, salty foods, or spicy foods? sweet Have you ever taken food "to go" from a buffet? yeah

LUST

How many people have you seen naked (not counting movies/family)1
How many people have seen YOU naked (not counting physicians/family)? 1
Have you ever caught yourself staring at the chest/crotch of a member of your gender of choice during a normal conversation? sure doesnt everybody
Have you wanted someone who was taken? yes
What is your favorite body part on a person of your gender of choice? asses
Have you ever been propositioned by a prostitute? no
Have you ever had a one-night stand? no

GREED

How many credit cards do you own? one
What's your guilty pleasure? cant say
If you had $1 million, what would you do with it? "if i had a million dollars i'd turn the planet into alcoholics, if i had a million bucks that wouldnt be enough i'd still be out robbin'armored trucks...if i had a million bucks i'd buy a big enough ass for the whole world to kiss" marshall mathers
Would you rather be rich or famous? rich
Would you accept a boring job if it meant you would make megabucks? maybe
Have you ever stolen anything? yes
How many mp3's are on your hard drive? idk

PRIDE

What's the one thing you've done that you're most proud of? likes girls
What's the one thing you've done that your parents are most proud of? they arent proud
What thing would you like to accomplish in your life? stability
Do you get annoyed by coming in second place? yes
Have you ever cheated on something to get a higher score? yes
What did you do today that you're proud of? was 1/2 gay

ENVY

What item of your friend's would you most want to have for your own? car
Have you ever entered a contest of skill, knowing you were of much higher skill than all the other competitors? yes
Have you ever been cheated on? no
have you ever cheated on someone?no
Have you ever wished you had a physical feature different from your own? yeah
What trait do you see in others that you wish you had for yourself? idk
What is your favorite deadly sin? lust
Dec. 21st, 2004 @ 06:44 pm (no subject)
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****** UNDER CONSTRUCTION ******
Dec. 20th, 2004 @ 07:45 pm so far so good
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i feel good today... idk ive been stopping to acknowledge shit around me more. who knows maybe i'll keep it up. i think she's right i need to stop acting like life is so bad when i know it could be worse. i think it's that sometimes i just get caught up in the moment... good or bad... happy or sad...

i hung out with keith today...it was fun...he makes me laugh so much... i love how he can be so funny and so serious at the same time... i like him a lot
Dec. 18th, 2004 @ 01:55 pm (no subject)
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mood: groggy
well i just spent the last half hour updating and it got deleted..... FUCK

ITS FUNNY HOW THINGS END UP....

i never wanted that to end but im glad it did... it was just getting hard for us to get along...

I HATE WHEN FRIENDSHIPS START TO SEEM LIKE THEY ARE GOING TO FADE...I DONT THINK THIS ONE WILL.. BUT IDK .. I HOPE IT DOESNT..............

I LOVE KEITHS CAR.... ITS FUN....


WILL EDIT LATER
Dec. 17th, 2004 @ 06:54 pm (no subject)
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mood: high
001) What time are you starting this?:654
002) Name?: annmarie
003) Date of birth?: 1/13/86
004) Sex?: fgemale
005) Height?:short
006) Eye color?: brown
007) Weight?: ........110
008) Location?: new york
009) Where were you born?: hew york
010) Have you ever failed a grade?: No
011) If you have, what grade did you fail? ...
012) Do you have crush on someone?: yes
013) Do you have a bf/gf?: yes
014) If so, what is their name: keith
015) How long have you been together?:5 days
016) What are you wearing right now?: shirt, pants, shoes
017) Would you have sex before marriage?: Yes
018) Have you ever had a crush on any of your teachers?: yeah
020) Do you smoke?: sometimes
021) Do you drink?: no
022) Are you ghetto?: depends who you ask
023) Are you a player?: NO
024) What are your favorite colors?: red and black
025) What is your favorite animal?: cuddles
026) Do you have any birthmarks?: yeah
027) Have you ever gotten your ass kicked?:by my brother
028) Who are your best friends? your mom, cuddles and your mom and ....
029) Have you ever beat someone up? Yes
030) Who do you talk to most on the phone?: idk
031) Have you ever been slapped?: yes
032) Do you get online a lot?: Yes
033) Are you shy or outgoing?: both
034) Do you shower?: Yes
035) Do you hate school?: no
036) Do you have a social life?: sometimes
037) How easily do you trust people? depends
038) Have you ever lied to your best friends?: yes
039) Do you have a secret people would be surprised knowing?: idk
040) Would you ever sky dive?: FUCK NO DO YOU THINK IM ON CRACK......
041) Do you like to dance?: only with your mom
068) Have you ever been out of state?: Yes
069) Do you like to travel?: yeah south of the boarder
070) Have you ever been expelled from school?: No
071) Have you ever been suspended from school?: yes
071) Do you want to get out of your hometown?: fuck yeah
072) Are you spoiled?: no
073) Are you a brat?: yes
074) Have you ever been dumped?: yeah
075) Have you ever gotten high?: i dont do drugs
076) What's your favorite drink?: orange juice
077) Do you like Snapple?: yeah
078) Do you drink a lot of water?:sometimes
079) What toothpaste do you use?: the one that is in the bathroom
080) Do you have a cell phone or pager?: no
081) Do you have a curfew?: idk
082) Who do you look up to?: everyone
083) Are you a role model? : no im a super models sex toy
085) What name brand do you wear the most?: your mom
086) What kind of jewelry do you wear?: your moms mom
087) What do you have pierced?: ears
088) What do you want pierced?: everything
089) Do you like taking pictures?: YES
090) Do you like getting your picture taken?: FUCK NO
091) Do you have a tan?: yes
092) Do you get annoyed easily?: yes
093) Have you ever started a rumor?: idk
094) Do you have your own phone/phone line?: no
095) Do you have your own pool?: no
096) Do you have any siblings?: yes
097) Do you prefer boxers or briefs?: for me?
098) Have you ever been played?: i hope not i'll fucking hurt them
099) Have you ever played anyone?:no
100) Do you get along with your parents?: no
102) How do you vent your anger?: violently
103) Have you ever run away?: yeah
104) Have you ever been fired from a job?: yes
105) Do you even have a job?: yes
106) Do you daydream a lot?: YES
107) Do you have a lot of exes?: no
108) Do you run your mouth?: sometimes
109) What do you want a tattoo of?: your mom
110) What do you have a tattoo of?: your mom
111) What are your favorite flowers?: rose
112) What does your ex bf/gf look like?: a girl
113) What does your most recent crush look like?:a boy
114) Have you ever been bitched out?: yeah
115) When was the last time you bitched someone out?:today
116) Are you rude? to some people

117) What was the last compliment you received?:that im pretty
118) Do you like getting dirty?: sometimes
119) Is your bellybutton an innie or outie?: innie
120) Are you flexible?: in bed
121) What is your heritage?: im black
122) What is your lucky number?: 420
123) What does your hair look like right now?: a bird
124) Could you ever be a vegetarian?: yeah
125) When was your last real heartbreak?: idk
126) Describe your looks?: hott
127) If you had to completely dye your hair it'd be what color?: fuck just one color
128) Would you ever date someone younger than you?: Yes
129) Would you ever date someone older than you?:yes
130) When was the last time you were drunk?: summer of 04
131) When was the last time you went on a date?: saturday
135) Have you ever had an eating disorder?: No
136) Do you have one now?: no
137) How many rings until you answer the phone?: what the fuck kind of questions are these
138) Have you ever been skinny dipping?:yes
139) If yes, when was the last time?: like a year ago
140) Do you look more like your mother or father?: who knows
141) Do you cry a lot?: yes
142) Do you ever cry to get your way?: yeah
143) If you had to amputate one limb, what would it be?: i'd get a sex change and get my dick chopped off
144) What phrase do you use most when on the phone?:hello
145) Are you the romantic type?: yes
146) Have you ever been chased by cops?: all the time
147) What do you like most about your body?: idk
148) What do you like least about your body?: height
150) When was the last time you threw up?: the other day
151) In the opposite sex, do you prefer blondes or brunettes?: doesnt matter
152) What do the shoes you last wore look like?:shoes
153) Do you ever wear shirts to show your belly?: sometimes
154) What about cleavage?: yes
155) Is your best friend a virgin?: no
158) What color are your underwear right now?: pink
159) What theme does your room have?: your mom
160) What size shoe do you wear?: 5
161) What jewelry are you wearing now?:two bracelets
162) What is your screen name on AIM?: your mom
163) Would you pick a wedgie in public?: yes
164) How are you feeling right now?: hot
165) When was the last time you were at a party?: idk
166) Have you ever given a lapdance?: yes
167) What do you sleep in?: clothes
168) Has there ever been a rumor spread about you?: idk
171) Would you marry for money?: No
172) What do you drive?: a honda civic
173) Have you ever given or received roadhead?:no eww... dont you people have respect for yourselves
174) Are you more of a mama or daddy's child?: im more like your moms sex toy
177) When was the last time you cried in school?:yesterday
179) For two million dollars, would you pose for Playboy?: only if i get to do a center fold with carmen electra
180) What time are you finishing this?: 729
Dec. 17th, 2004 @ 06:47 pm young men these days.........
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i went driving with my boyfriend... i did good. he is cute... and really nice and stuff like that. he said it was okay for me to make out with girls if its in front of him... but im not going to...
Dec. 13th, 2004 @ 10:14 am (no subject)
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so i had a great weekend... i hung out with my boyfriend on friday ,saturday and sunday... it was fun
Dec. 12th, 2004 @ 11:19 pm (no subject)
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mood: hopeful
music: the police
1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before? gotten drunk
2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year? idk maybe
3. Did anyone close to you give birth? yeah your mom
4. Did anyone close to you die? no
5. What countries did you visit? this one
6. What would you like to have in 2005 that you lacked in 2004? more shows
7. What date(s) from 2004 will remain etched upon your memory, and why? first 6 days of every month
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year? getting over shit
9. What was your biggest failure? letting people down
10. Did you suffer any illness or injury? ... yeah
11. What was the best thing you bought? oh shit...something that will have to wait
12. Whose behavior merited celebration? .......
13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed? kane's
14. Where did most of your money go? attempted happiness
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about? tooooday
16. What song will always remind you of 2004? rainer maria
17. Compared to this time last year, are you: am i what??
i. happier or sadder? sadder....
ii. thinner or fatter? Fatter
iii. richer or poorer? richer
18. What do you wish you'd done more of? hung out with friends
19. What do you wish you'd done less of? went to stewarts
20. How will you be spending Christmas? with santa
22. Did you fall in love in 2004? well 2003 ... but yeah
23. How many one-night stands? None
24. What was your favorite TV program? forensic files
25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year? probably
26. What was the best book you read? keeping you a secret
27. What was your greatest musical discovery? thirty3

28. What did you want and get? Happiness
29. What did you want and not get? cant say in public
30. What was your favorite film of this year?idk... but i saw but im a cheerleader for the first time does that count
31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you? had cake
32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying? i dont even know
33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2004? boring
34. What kept you sane? jeanine
35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most? probably some girl
36. What political issue stirred you the most? voting
37. Who did you miss? ?!?!?!?!?!?!... cant say
38. Who was the best new person you met? idk... jay, jay-bob, shawn and susan.....
39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2004: save your money
40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year: thank heavens when someone is crazy enough to give me a daisy

and

place your hand on your heart; you feel that cause its real
Dec. 6th, 2004 @ 08:06 pm (no subject)
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Get back together aah
This is a very interesting situation
I sense a gradual loss of communication
Don't you think I can see you're changing on
me
You're heading into a completely new direction

And I am having trouble making the adaptation

Don't you think I can see you're changing on me

Let's get back together
Let's get back forever
Let's get back together
Let's get back
Let's get back together
Let's get back forever
Let's get back together
Let's get back

If I may be so bold by making a suggestion
Please ask yourself why you are making this
transition
Don't you think I can see, you're changing on
me

Everytime I think of us I just want to make it
how it was
Before we had much more
When I think of me and you I just can't believe
that we are through
I can't ignore the fact you closed the door

When I think back, we had a beautiful
relationship
But I see the future, what's there for me is
devastation from you
Don't you think I can see, you're changing on
me

Let's get back together
Let's get back forever
Let's get back together
Let's get back
Let's get back together
Let's get back forever
Let's get back together
Let's get back

Back together, back together, back together,
back together
Back together, back together, back together,
back together

Everytime I think of us I just want to make it
how it was
Ah before we had much more
When I think of me and you I just can't believe
that we are through
I can't ignore the fact you closed the door

Don't you think IEcan see
Don't you think I can see
Don't you think I can see
You're changing

Get on back, get on back
Get on back, get on back
Get on back, get on back
Get on back, get on back
Get on back, get on back
Get on back, get on back to
I wanna get back
Dec. 6th, 2004 @ 07:27 pm (no subject)
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just dont hurt me.....
Dec. 5th, 2004 @ 10:23 pm (no subject)
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OK ITS BEEN WAY TOOOOOO LONG SINCE WE HAD A ............................ LAURA IS HOT AS FUCK UPDATE......... SO HOT DAMN FOR LAURA........
Dec. 5th, 2004 @ 10:19 pm (no subject)
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mood: exhausted
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